Thursday, June 29
> emo thoughts
Im at Ms Tong's house right now, trying my best not to fall asleep though im freakin tired because i reached home at almost 5am last night and waking up at 10am really wasnt a very nice thing.
Supper last night with Raymond and friends at Simpang. Sinful but shiok. I had a good long chat with Raymond at my void deck last night talking about my inner self and my past.
I promise last night would be the time i shed my last tear for you. I dont wanna hide in my shadow that lives in the past anymore. I want and i need to get out of it. No matter how tough, how painful and tormenting, how agonising i would be to get through and struggle to see the light again, i have to. I believe this time round, i wont be walking this dark path alone, because i have someone to walk with me and see the light, even if its just till September. aha.
But its easier said than done. If i could, i would have gotten over it a long time ago. I gave up many chances because im too afraid. 'Once bitten twice shy' they say. I understand fully that no one can help me except myself. Not my parents, not my friends, not even the shrink.
I think ive said it many times that i would get over it. As strong as i may seem, im still as vulnerable as before, maybe even more. But this time it will be different.
"Lift me up, let me go. Fly away, free and liberated."
Im at Ms Tong's house right now, trying my best not to fall asleep though im freakin tired because i reached home at almost 5am last night and waking up at 10am really wasnt a very nice thing.
Supper last night with Raymond and friends at Simpang. Sinful but shiok. I had a good long chat with Raymond at my void deck last night talking about my inner self and my past.
I promise last night would be the time i shed my last tear for you. I dont wanna hide in my shadow that lives in the past anymore. I want and i need to get out of it. No matter how tough, how painful and tormenting, how agonising i would be to get through and struggle to see the light again, i have to. I believe this time round, i wont be walking this dark path alone, because i have someone to walk with me and see the light, even if its just till September. aha.
But its easier said than done. If i could, i would have gotten over it a long time ago. I gave up many chances because im too afraid. 'Once bitten twice shy' they say. I understand fully that no one can help me except myself. Not my parents, not my friends, not even the shrink.
I think ive said it many times that i would get over it. As strong as i may seem, im still as vulnerable as before, maybe even more. But this time it will be different.
"Lift me up, let me go. Fly away, free and liberated."
sealed-with-a-kiss < 4:57:00 pm
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Tuesday, June 27
> Shalyn had better stop tagging me. HAHA
I just realised that there is nothing else better to do so this shall be just it.
Beware: This is a superbly long one.
Name twenty people you can think of right now.
Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose five people to do this.
1) shalyn
2) kelvin
3) douglas
4) anisah
5) denise
6) gena
7) raymond
8) celine
9) steven
10) andrew
11) rachel
12) albin
13) jeffrey
14) shawnie
15) kerson
16) samantha
17) wayne
18) adrian
19) grace
20) angie
How did you meet #14 (shawnie)?
thru the BBCs and then we talked to each other online and yeah.
What would you do if you didn't meet #1 (shalyn)?
i wouldnt have had a best friend.
What if #9 (steven) and #20 (leonard) dated?
then that must be a brokeback mountain part 2
Would #6 (gena) and #17 (wayne) make a good couple?
definately not.
Describe #3 (douglas).
mr dino. tall, cute, cool, attractive, hot bod, loves vb, many happy memories yada yada.
Is #8 (celine) attractive?
yeah! she's one hot babe i tell ya.
Describe #7 (raymond).
he wanna be a rockstar. HAHA. he's one crazy person that loves music. my supper khaki!
Do you know any of #12 (albin) family members?
actually, no.
What would you do if #18 (adrian) confess to you that she likes you?
i would burst out laughing and smack his shoulders screaming STOP PLAYING LEHHHHH.
What language does #15 (kerson) speak?
we communicate thru english. but he can speak chinese and er..korean?! HAHA
Who is #9 (steven) going out with?
sam sam!
How old is #16 (samantha)?
19!
When is the last time you spoke to #13 (Jeffrey )?
we havent really spoken to each other face to face yet. maybe i'll go disturb him when i see him tmr. HAHA
Who is #2's (kelvin) favourite band/singer?
andy lau!!!!!
Would you ever date #4 (anisah)?
nooooo. we both love guys. HAHA
Would you ever date #1 (shalyn)?
heh heh heh. shalynieeeee ^^
Is #15 (kerson) single?
yes!!!!!
What's #10's (Andrew) last name?
LILISOMETHING. HAHAHHAHAHHAHA.
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 (rachel)?
no never. i think i still love guys.
School of #3 (douglas)?
no longer schooling!
Where does #6 (gena) live?
somewhere near kembangan and eunos. i think?
What's your fave thing about #5 (Denise)?
we can do lotsa stuffs together~!
Have you seen #2 (kelvin) naked before?
heh heh heh so kinky. of cos not duh.
The Five People I'm gonna tag Are:
1. angie
2. samantha
3. gena HEHE dont be lazy!
4. leanne
5. grace
I just realised that there is nothing else better to do so this shall be just it.
Beware: This is a superbly long one.
Name twenty people you can think of right now.
Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose five people to do this.
1) shalyn
2) kelvin
3) douglas
4) anisah
5) denise
6) gena
7) raymond
8) celine
9) steven
10) andrew
11) rachel
12) albin
13) jeffrey
14) shawnie
15) kerson
16) samantha
17) wayne
18) adrian
19) grace
20) angie
How did you meet #14 (shawnie)?
thru the BBCs and then we talked to each other online and yeah.
What would you do if you didn't meet #1 (shalyn)?
i wouldnt have had a best friend.
What if #9 (steven) and #20 (leonard) dated?
then that must be a brokeback mountain part 2
Would #6 (gena) and #17 (wayne) make a good couple?
definately not.
Describe #3 (douglas).
mr dino. tall, cute, cool, attractive, hot bod, loves vb, many happy memories yada yada.
Is #8 (celine) attractive?
yeah! she's one hot babe i tell ya.
Describe #7 (raymond).
he wanna be a rockstar. HAHA. he's one crazy person that loves music. my supper khaki!
Do you know any of #12 (albin) family members?
actually, no.
What would you do if #18 (adrian) confess to you that she likes you?
i would burst out laughing and smack his shoulders screaming STOP PLAYING LEHHHHH.
What language does #15 (kerson) speak?
we communicate thru english. but he can speak chinese and er..korean?! HAHA
Who is #9 (steven) going out with?
sam sam!
How old is #16 (samantha)?
19!
When is the last time you spoke to #13 (Jeffrey )?
we havent really spoken to each other face to face yet. maybe i'll go disturb him when i see him tmr. HAHA
Who is #2's (kelvin) favourite band/singer?
andy lau!!!!!
Would you ever date #4 (anisah)?
nooooo. we both love guys. HAHA
Would you ever date #1 (shalyn)?
heh heh heh. shalynieeeee ^^
Is #15 (kerson) single?
yes!!!!!
What's #10's (Andrew) last name?
LILISOMETHING. HAHAHHAHAHHAHA.
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 (rachel)?
no never. i think i still love guys.
School of #3 (douglas)?
no longer schooling!
Where does #6 (gena) live?
somewhere near kembangan and eunos. i think?
What's your fave thing about #5 (Denise)?
we can do lotsa stuffs together~!
Have you seen #2 (kelvin) naked before?
heh heh heh so kinky. of cos not duh.
The Five People I'm gonna tag Are:
1. angie
2. samantha
3. gena HEHE dont be lazy!
4. leanne
5. grace
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:52:00 pm
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> Byebye hols, hello tp !
My sleeping hours is so screwed i couldnt get to sleep for the past few nights. And yes, school has started for the 2nd day and ive already decided to just skip it today.
I couldnt get to sleep at all last night. I tossed and turned and flipped and flopped all night long. Gave up at 4am and started to prank call a few people, reminding them that its time to wake up and pee but the people i called were all not asleep yet.
Too tired to get up this morning. The class got back the CRA paper today and thanks to Samuel, the whole class now knew how much ive gotten. -.- Pretty disappointed actually. So not up to my expectations.
Yesterday after school, Denise and i were supposed to follow up on our weekly jog. But the blazing sun failed to kill the lazy bugs and we were just too lazy to go for our jog. Decided to catch a movie but there wasnt any good slots. So we went on our own ways.
Met Raymond and friends at parkway. Waited for Eric with an empty tummy. Raymond and i had a sudden crave for subway and so the 4 of us took a cab to Marina Square to gratify our cravings.
Denise came over this noon to start on our CRA project. But it was so bloody tough. =( All the projects deadlines are nearing. Feeling damn super stressed. Slept the whole noon away when Denise left. I swear im gonna have a tough time forcing myself to bed again.
What a random and senseless entry. Im gonna finish up my Meiji chocolate and then find something else better to do.
Bon voyage Huat and friends! Have a safe trip to Thailand.
Happy 21st birthday Wenfu!
Happy 21st birthday Nicky and 19th birthday Sizhu in 90 minutes time!
My sleeping hours is so screwed i couldnt get to sleep for the past few nights. And yes, school has started for the 2nd day and ive already decided to just skip it today.
I couldnt get to sleep at all last night. I tossed and turned and flipped and flopped all night long. Gave up at 4am and started to prank call a few people, reminding them that its time to wake up and pee but the people i called were all not asleep yet.
Too tired to get up this morning. The class got back the CRA paper today and thanks to Samuel, the whole class now knew how much ive gotten. -.- Pretty disappointed actually. So not up to my expectations.
Yesterday after school, Denise and i were supposed to follow up on our weekly jog. But the blazing sun failed to kill the lazy bugs and we were just too lazy to go for our jog. Decided to catch a movie but there wasnt any good slots. So we went on our own ways.
Met Raymond and friends at parkway. Waited for Eric with an empty tummy. Raymond and i had a sudden crave for subway and so the 4 of us took a cab to Marina Square to gratify our cravings.
Denise came over this noon to start on our CRA project. But it was so bloody tough. =( All the projects deadlines are nearing. Feeling damn super stressed. Slept the whole noon away when Denise left. I swear im gonna have a tough time forcing myself to bed again.
What a random and senseless entry. Im gonna finish up my Meiji chocolate and then find something else better to do.
Bon voyage Huat and friends! Have a safe trip to Thailand.
Happy 21st birthday Wenfu!
Happy 21st birthday Nicky and 19th birthday Sizhu in 90 minutes time!
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:38:00 pm
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Monday, June 26
> Showing off...
And so my holidays had officially ended. School's at 12pm tomorrow and instead of fantasizing about all the other things in lalaland, here i am sitted in front of the computer BRAGGING about myself and my life.
I couldnt get to sleep no matter how much i try to tire myself and making myself less upset by binge eating. Am feeling a little emo today because the period's here and the cramps are almost killing me.
So maybe i should use this opportunity, to show off the wonderful people around me, in my life, by my side.
Showing off the worlds' best mom and dad...
Who never failed to give up on me no matter how rebellious i used to be. Who was always there for me when im in need of help. Who will forgive me everytime i did something wrong. Who are ever so naggy and unreasonable at times. Who i know i can totally trust and depend on. Who worked so hard to make my life smooth sailing. Who i never said "thank you" to. Who i always take for granted. Who always think of me more than they think of themselves. And it goes on and on and on.
Showing off the worlds' best sister...
Who has a sudden obsession with permed hair. Who is always so irritating. Who i slept with for the past 18 years of my life. Who has weird tastes that pisses me off at times. Who doesnt look like me. Who talks in her dreams. Who i always scold when im in a foul mood. Who always run my errands when i insist. Who i borrow money from when im penniless. Who always uses my make up. Who i share clothes with. Who i am going to kick while i sleep later.
Showing off the worlds' best chihuahua...
Ebony! Which had been in my life for more than 2 years. Which brought the family joy and laughters. Which i always cuddle when im sad. Which i always scold when im furious. Which i always play with when im bored. Which i always tickle when im watching tv. Which i always run away from when there's food in my hands. Which always cheer me up with her 'acting sad' face. Which always bite and scratch my hands till its red. Which always waggle her tail waiting behind the door when im coming home.
Showing off the worlds' best girl friend...
Who i knew for 4 years and counting. Who has always been there for me. Who loves to make silly and stupid mistakes. Who is ever so blur. Who i went travelling with twice. Who does small but silly things to make me smile. Who used to slack with me at any time in Parkway. Who quickly came to my aid at East Coast when i was heartbrokened. Who shared with me first hand secrets. Who stands by me all the time. Who i used to hate so damn bloody much. Who i always think of. Who always keep things to herself. Who i love and treasure the most.
Showing off the worlds' best guy friend...
Who i knew for 5 years and counting. Who used to cycle me to the man-made jetty at East Coast Park whenever im heartbrokened. Who always remember to ask me out when he books out from NS. Who drives me out for supper. Who allowed me to drive his car. Who patiently listen to me complain about everything. Who shares with me his sorrows. Who had literally see me grow. Who had seen my ugliest moment. Who never forgets me. Who always pamper me. Who i will never forget and will always trust.
Its is pretty upset that i dont have my brother's picture in my computer and seriously, really upset that i dont know what to say about him. uh huh.
So i think i should try to go to bed now before i start snoozing in class tomorrow. Goodbye late nights! I'll try to stay away from you.
And so my holidays had officially ended. School's at 12pm tomorrow and instead of fantasizing about all the other things in lalaland, here i am sitted in front of the computer BRAGGING about myself and my life.
I couldnt get to sleep no matter how much i try to tire myself and making myself less upset by binge eating. Am feeling a little emo today because the period's here and the cramps are almost killing me.
So maybe i should use this opportunity, to show off the wonderful people around me, in my life, by my side.
Showing off the worlds' best mom and dad...
Who never failed to give up on me no matter how rebellious i used to be. Who was always there for me when im in need of help. Who will forgive me everytime i did something wrong. Who are ever so naggy and unreasonable at times. Who i know i can totally trust and depend on. Who worked so hard to make my life smooth sailing. Who i never said "thank you" to. Who i always take for granted. Who always think of me more than they think of themselves. And it goes on and on and on.
Showing off the worlds' best sister...
Who has a sudden obsession with permed hair. Who is always so irritating. Who i slept with for the past 18 years of my life. Who has weird tastes that pisses me off at times. Who doesnt look like me. Who talks in her dreams. Who i always scold when im in a foul mood. Who always run my errands when i insist. Who i borrow money from when im penniless. Who always uses my make up. Who i share clothes with. Who i am going to kick while i sleep later.
Showing off the worlds' best chihuahua...
Ebony! Which had been in my life for more than 2 years. Which brought the family joy and laughters. Which i always cuddle when im sad. Which i always scold when im furious. Which i always play with when im bored. Which i always tickle when im watching tv. Which i always run away from when there's food in my hands. Which always cheer me up with her 'acting sad' face. Which always bite and scratch my hands till its red. Which always waggle her tail waiting behind the door when im coming home.
Showing off the worlds' best girl friend...
Who i knew for 4 years and counting. Who has always been there for me. Who loves to make silly and stupid mistakes. Who is ever so blur. Who i went travelling with twice. Who does small but silly things to make me smile. Who used to slack with me at any time in Parkway. Who quickly came to my aid at East Coast when i was heartbrokened. Who shared with me first hand secrets. Who stands by me all the time. Who i used to hate so damn bloody much. Who i always think of. Who always keep things to herself. Who i love and treasure the most.
Showing off the worlds' best guy friend...
Who i knew for 5 years and counting. Who used to cycle me to the man-made jetty at East Coast Park whenever im heartbrokened. Who always remember to ask me out when he books out from NS. Who drives me out for supper. Who allowed me to drive his car. Who patiently listen to me complain about everything. Who shares with me his sorrows. Who had literally see me grow. Who had seen my ugliest moment. Who never forgets me. Who always pamper me. Who i will never forget and will always trust.
Its is pretty upset that i dont have my brother's picture in my computer and seriously, really upset that i dont know what to say about him. uh huh.
So i think i should try to go to bed now before i start snoozing in class tomorrow. Goodbye late nights! I'll try to stay away from you.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 2:08:00 am
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Sunday, June 25
> My bestie's the sweetest.
I swear my bestie is the sweetest friend on earth.
http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?j18zknrwp7o
She had definately made my day.
<3
I swear my bestie is the sweetest friend on earth.
http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?j18zknrwp7o
She had definately made my day.
<3
sealed-with-a-kiss < 9:36:00 pm
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Friday, June 23
> Thursday night fever.
Zouk last night was uber spacious. Like duh? Its a Thurday! Pimp factory party wth RnB all night long at the main arena. I think there were less than a hundred people last night and the dancefloor had only a few pathetic souls grooving.
Kudos to Celine's friend, the sentosa gang, all 8 of us were on the guest list. There were really lotsa space last night, which made us felt really weird when we danced near our table.
I drank quite a lot last night. 2 jugs of Vodka redbull, bourbon, tequila pop, 1 jug of i dont know what but it taste not bad and 4 shots free from i dont know who either. The waiter just came over and said some guy bought you these, and no guy came over to our table or acknowledged. And no, i wasnt drunk. Neither am i high enough to lose control. In other words, my alchohol intake is much better than before now. HAHA.
We left the club at 3am and went to The Penny Black in Boatquay for they had a second round while watching soccer. Woohoo Brazil 4-1! SWEE!
After the match, we had MacDonalds breakfast while Sperm entertain us with ways of killing somebody without getting find out before we took a cab back at 6am.
The night ended with screamings and shoutings from dad at the door step. I just cant imagine if he grounds me. Maybe i should stop all the late nights already. Or maybe, i should just stay home till school reopens.
But nah, Sentosa this sat! It better not rain.
I bought 2 tops from Mango yesterday with a total damage of $63. Pictures would be up when i get em.
Zouk last night was uber spacious. Like duh? Its a Thurday! Pimp factory party wth RnB all night long at the main arena. I think there were less than a hundred people last night and the dancefloor had only a few pathetic souls grooving.
Kudos to Celine's friend, the sentosa gang, all 8 of us were on the guest list. There were really lotsa space last night, which made us felt really weird when we danced near our table.
I drank quite a lot last night. 2 jugs of Vodka redbull, bourbon, tequila pop, 1 jug of i dont know what but it taste not bad and 4 shots free from i dont know who either. The waiter just came over and said some guy bought you these, and no guy came over to our table or acknowledged. And no, i wasnt drunk. Neither am i high enough to lose control. In other words, my alchohol intake is much better than before now. HAHA.
We left the club at 3am and went to The Penny Black in Boatquay for they had a second round while watching soccer. Woohoo Brazil 4-1! SWEE!
After the match, we had MacDonalds breakfast while Sperm entertain us with ways of killing somebody without getting find out before we took a cab back at 6am.
The night ended with screamings and shoutings from dad at the door step. I just cant imagine if he grounds me. Maybe i should stop all the late nights already. Or maybe, i should just stay home till school reopens.
But nah, Sentosa this sat! It better not rain.
I bought 2 tops from Mango yesterday with a total damage of $63. Pictures would be up when i get em.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:27:00 pm
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Thursday, June 22
> sleeping disorder and shopping madness
I have great sleeping disorder and my sleeping hours are so screwed.
On Tuesday, i woke up at 5.30pm when i slept at 6am after a phonecall from Sperm. Too lazy to get my butt over to Hougang for mahjong so i continued to laze around in the house. Got tired at 10pm which i dont know how since i was only lazing around, so i quickly went to bed hoping that i could sleep throughout the night and wake up early on Wednesday morning since im hitting town with Denise.
But heaven made a prank on me and i woke up at 2am, feeling oh-so-energetic. So i met Jitson and David at Hong Kong Cafe, chilling, drinking, crapping, watching world cup and spent the night away.
Got home about 6am. Still feeling wide awake, i couldnt get to sleep at all. Decided to go out for breakfast with mom and dad. I drove, but was crap. Just cant take it when my dad gets so paranoid and comment like nobody's business.
Home alone after breakfast, had a hard time before i fall asleep at 9am. Woke up again at 12 and prepared to hit town.
That's how bad my sleeping hours are.
Town-ed yesterday with Denise was rather fruitful. Total damaged = $100+. There's still many things i wanna buy, but it sucks when you're one pauper.
Met Raymond and friends yesterday after Denise left for mahjong at Hougang. Rot at Spinelli and had our brain damaged at the studio. HAHA. And thanks to Raymond, the flu bug is back to me.
Supposedly meeting Denise in Parkway for breakfast and Mango sales. But that silly girl woke up not too long ago. So we're skippping breakfast and Mango sales in Parkway and heading straight to Tampines Mall for Mango sales and lunch. Project meeting after that.
Freaking tired, maybe i should go rest for awhile.
Zouk tonight with the sentosa gang. I hope i can make it.
I have great sleeping disorder and my sleeping hours are so screwed.
On Tuesday, i woke up at 5.30pm when i slept at 6am after a phonecall from Sperm. Too lazy to get my butt over to Hougang for mahjong so i continued to laze around in the house. Got tired at 10pm which i dont know how since i was only lazing around, so i quickly went to bed hoping that i could sleep throughout the night and wake up early on Wednesday morning since im hitting town with Denise.
But heaven made a prank on me and i woke up at 2am, feeling oh-so-energetic. So i met Jitson and David at Hong Kong Cafe, chilling, drinking, crapping, watching world cup and spent the night away.
Got home about 6am. Still feeling wide awake, i couldnt get to sleep at all. Decided to go out for breakfast with mom and dad. I drove, but was crap. Just cant take it when my dad gets so paranoid and comment like nobody's business.
Home alone after breakfast, had a hard time before i fall asleep at 9am. Woke up again at 12 and prepared to hit town.
That's how bad my sleeping hours are.
Town-ed yesterday with Denise was rather fruitful. Total damaged = $100+. There's still many things i wanna buy, but it sucks when you're one pauper.
Met Raymond and friends yesterday after Denise left for mahjong at Hougang. Rot at Spinelli and had our brain damaged at the studio. HAHA. And thanks to Raymond, the flu bug is back to me.
Supposedly meeting Denise in Parkway for breakfast and Mango sales. But that silly girl woke up not too long ago. So we're skippping breakfast and Mango sales in Parkway and heading straight to Tampines Mall for Mango sales and lunch. Project meeting after that.
Freaking tired, maybe i should go rest for awhile.
Zouk tonight with the sentosa gang. I hope i can make it.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:00:00 am
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Tuesday, June 20
> tagged.
I dont usually do this. But on account of dear Shalyn and im like bored waiting for the phonecall, i shall just do it.
Oh yes, to digress a little, Jingyang and Shalyn are actually primary school mates. Singapore is just too small. CAN YOU EVEN BELIEVE IT? Its really shocking. LMAO.
Okay, back to the tag.
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person’s tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with “I have been tagged!†then do this
Favourites
favourite colour: BROWN and aye, purple, green, orange.
favourite food: too many to mention HAHA. i loveeeee food
favourite song: from this moment on
favourite movie: LOTR! x-men!
favourite sport: does dancing counts?
favourite day of the week: fridayyyy
favourite season: autumn?
favourite ice-cream: $1 push cart ice cream!!
Currents
current mood: pretty tired
current taste: tiramisu ice cream?
current clothes: FULL OF SH** tee HAHA
current deskstop: some crap lah dont know what it is
current toenail: short and cute. HAHA
current time: 2.03AM
current surroundings: peace and tranquil. HAHA
current annoyances: i shouldnt have eaten ice cream just now, not hungry for supper later.=(
current thoughts: when is raymond gonna call?
First
first best friends: Wanshi! HAHA
first crush: er...some guy in pri sch ?
first movie: i think its some cheng long movie
first lie: i totally cant remember
first music: its either ABC or twinkle twinkle little star.
Lasts:
last cigarette: about 4 hours ago?
last drink(alcohol): chivas green tea
last car ride: ytd's from synn's friend
last crush: that mr liar. okay sshh now
last movie: x-men 3
last phone call: shalynnie
last CD played: no longer in the CD era
Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: i think so?
have you ever broken the law: yes.
have you ever been arrested: yes.
have you ever skinny-dipped: no-o-o-o-o
have you ever been on tv: yes.
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nope.
5 things you are wearing: specs, tee shirt, shorts, undies, ring
4 things you done today: surprised my bestie, lied to my parents, had a yummy meal, watched tv
3 things you can hear right now: typing sound and some noise frm my air con
1 thing you do when you are bored: come online
5 people im gonna tag:
Samantha
Leanne
Gena
Grace
Angie
I dont usually do this. But on account of dear Shalyn and im like bored waiting for the phonecall, i shall just do it.
Oh yes, to digress a little, Jingyang and Shalyn are actually primary school mates. Singapore is just too small. CAN YOU EVEN BELIEVE IT? Its really shocking. LMAO.
Okay, back to the tag.
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person’s tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with “I have been tagged!†then do this
Favourites
favourite colour: BROWN and aye, purple, green, orange.
favourite food: too many to mention HAHA. i loveeeee food
favourite song: from this moment on
favourite movie: LOTR! x-men!
favourite sport: does dancing counts?
favourite day of the week: fridayyyy
favourite season: autumn?
favourite ice-cream: $1 push cart ice cream!!
Currents
current mood: pretty tired
current taste: tiramisu ice cream?
current clothes: FULL OF SH** tee HAHA
current deskstop: some crap lah dont know what it is
current toenail: short and cute. HAHA
current time: 2.03AM
current surroundings: peace and tranquil. HAHA
current annoyances: i shouldnt have eaten ice cream just now, not hungry for supper later.=(
current thoughts: when is raymond gonna call?
First
first best friends: Wanshi! HAHA
first crush: er...some guy in pri sch ?
first movie: i think its some cheng long movie
first lie: i totally cant remember
first music: its either ABC or twinkle twinkle little star.
Lasts:
last cigarette: about 4 hours ago?
last drink(alcohol): chivas green tea
last car ride: ytd's from synn's friend
last crush: that mr liar. okay sshh now
last movie: x-men 3
last phone call: shalynnie
last CD played: no longer in the CD era
Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: i think so?
have you ever broken the law: yes.
have you ever been arrested: yes.
have you ever skinny-dipped: no-o-o-o-o
have you ever been on tv: yes.
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nope.
5 things you are wearing: specs, tee shirt, shorts, undies, ring
4 things you done today: surprised my bestie, lied to my parents, had a yummy meal, watched tv
3 things you can hear right now: typing sound and some noise frm my air con
1 thing you do when you are bored: come online
5 people im gonna tag:
Samantha
Leanne
Gena
Grace
Angie
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:59:00 am
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> More June babies.
Synn's and Eunice's 19th birthday at Plasma last night was a blast. 2 bottles of Chivas opened with kudos to Alex, causing Synn to be so deadly drunk. We all had a hard time sending her home. Im sure we all had a great time.
Happy birthday sweethearts! We all heart you lots lots. HAHA.
Because it was a Sunday, there wasnt a lot of people at the pub. Initially we thought we could have hold on to the mic all night long. But more people came and so we ended up singing not that many songs.
The happiest thing is, im really glad that we girlies are meeting up so often this year. Just in June alone, we already met up 3 times. In the past after we graduated from GMETHSS, we only met up like twice or thrice a year. I wish for more outings like that. =))
Later that night, i didnt wanna go home early cos i had a tiff with dad. Lets not make this entry a sad one, so i shant continue. But after Synn got dragged home by the Aljunied lovelies, the rest of us got a lift from Synn's friend (gosh, i dont even recall his name).
I alighted somewhere near Kewei's place before going over to watch soccer. HAHA. While the rest, went for supper at Jalan Kayu, i think.
And see lah! I told Kewei that France vs Korea would be a draw but he didnt listen and didnt wanna believe what a "drunkard" says. In the end? tsktsk.
I wasnt drunk anyway! Totally sober. Okay, maybe a little tipsy. And i reeked of alcohol and cigeratte which made his room smell. HAHA. I looked really lobster red last night, but cant be compared to Eunice. She's tomato red!
Anyway, Happy 20th birthday Kenny bro! We just had a yummilicious dinner at Geylang. Chilli + pepper crab + frog leg + sambal kangkong + hot plate toufu + some funny thingy = heavenly.
I hope you enjoyed the meal bro, and i think we should spend more time with each other already. We're drifting too far apart and i dont like it at all. Not one bit.
Oh yes, happy 20th birthday to the ever so sweet Joshua Kho. (oh gosh i cant believe i just said that). And i was forced to sing 2 birthday songs to him over the phone just now. In english and chinese. He's so gonna get it from me when i see him. That's if i see him. Happy ns-ing, sweets!
Supper soon with Raymond, i think. The lets-get-fat campaign is up i guess. =(
Synn's and Eunice's 19th birthday at Plasma last night was a blast. 2 bottles of Chivas opened with kudos to Alex, causing Synn to be so deadly drunk. We all had a hard time sending her home. Im sure we all had a great time.
Happy birthday sweethearts! We all heart you lots lots. HAHA.
Because it was a Sunday, there wasnt a lot of people at the pub. Initially we thought we could have hold on to the mic all night long. But more people came and so we ended up singing not that many songs.
The happiest thing is, im really glad that we girlies are meeting up so often this year. Just in June alone, we already met up 3 times. In the past after we graduated from GMETHSS, we only met up like twice or thrice a year. I wish for more outings like that. =))
Later that night, i didnt wanna go home early cos i had a tiff with dad. Lets not make this entry a sad one, so i shant continue. But after Synn got dragged home by the Aljunied lovelies, the rest of us got a lift from Synn's friend (gosh, i dont even recall his name).
I alighted somewhere near Kewei's place before going over to watch soccer. HAHA. While the rest, went for supper at Jalan Kayu, i think.
And see lah! I told Kewei that France vs Korea would be a draw but he didnt listen and didnt wanna believe what a "drunkard" says. In the end? tsktsk.
I wasnt drunk anyway! Totally sober. Okay, maybe a little tipsy. And i reeked of alcohol and cigeratte which made his room smell. HAHA. I looked really lobster red last night, but cant be compared to Eunice. She's tomato red!
Anyway, Happy 20th birthday Kenny bro! We just had a yummilicious dinner at Geylang. Chilli + pepper crab + frog leg + sambal kangkong + hot plate toufu + some funny thingy = heavenly.
I hope you enjoyed the meal bro, and i think we should spend more time with each other already. We're drifting too far apart and i dont like it at all. Not one bit.
Oh yes, happy 20th birthday to the ever so sweet Joshua Kho. (oh gosh i cant believe i just said that). And i was forced to sing 2 birthday songs to him over the phone just now. In english and chinese. He's so gonna get it from me when i see him. That's if i see him. Happy ns-ing, sweets!
Supper soon with Raymond, i think. The lets-get-fat campaign is up i guess. =(
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:30:00 am
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Sunday, June 18
> Holidays everyday!
Overnight mahjong last night with Huat, Delong and QC. From 11+pm to 8am. No joke man! 3 rounds in a night with sub interference because of World Cup. I won money!!
The night before, hit Sunsetbay with the usual few but there was no sun. Boohooooo. So freaking upset that Sunsetbay is gonna close down, but the good news is, its shifting to East Coast which is super near my house! YAYNESS! So hard to let you go, i'll see you there on the 1st aye?
Mahjong after sentosa that day at Teddy's place. Training Denise to lead a tai tai life, guiding her toplay mahjong. HAHA. So freaking addictive. I think i can mahjong everyday!
Its been quite some time since Nicholas asked me out for supper. Got a shock when he did. How could i say no? Tried the Hong Kong Cafe at Kovan. I think i still prefer the Upper East Coast one. Been some time since the 2 of us have supper together. hmm, feels good? Or maybe.. not so.
On Thursday night, i met up with Kerson for supper at HongKong Cafe. So coincidentally Meiting and co were there, so was Raymond and friends. Been some time since i met up with Kerson, so we had a good catching up. Made a sidebet for Sweden's match for the first half. I won!
Celebrating JingPing's and Eunice's birthday tonight. Cant wait too see my girlies once again. Same old place at Plasma. Dont they ever get bored of that place? lol!
For the past 1 week since the holidays started, i havent really stayed home for one entire day. And ive been returning home and sleeping at 6 or 7am daily, waking up only at 3 or 4pm. My biological clock is now tuned upside down and i foresee a great disturbance when the term starts in another week's time.
Malaysia next week with Adrian, Nicholas and all. I hope!!
Happy papa's day nonetheless!
Just some random pictures.
Happy birthday Steven!
The barbies inc.
Nicholas's 21st birthday. =)
Overnight mahjong last night with Huat, Delong and QC. From 11+pm to 8am. No joke man! 3 rounds in a night with sub interference because of World Cup. I won money!!
The night before, hit Sunsetbay with the usual few but there was no sun. Boohooooo. So freaking upset that Sunsetbay is gonna close down, but the good news is, its shifting to East Coast which is super near my house! YAYNESS! So hard to let you go, i'll see you there on the 1st aye?
Mahjong after sentosa that day at Teddy's place. Training Denise to lead a tai tai life, guiding her toplay mahjong. HAHA. So freaking addictive. I think i can mahjong everyday!
Its been quite some time since Nicholas asked me out for supper. Got a shock when he did. How could i say no? Tried the Hong Kong Cafe at Kovan. I think i still prefer the Upper East Coast one. Been some time since the 2 of us have supper together. hmm, feels good? Or maybe.. not so.
On Thursday night, i met up with Kerson for supper at HongKong Cafe. So coincidentally Meiting and co were there, so was Raymond and friends. Been some time since i met up with Kerson, so we had a good catching up. Made a sidebet for Sweden's match for the first half. I won!
Celebrating JingPing's and Eunice's birthday tonight. Cant wait too see my girlies once again. Same old place at Plasma. Dont they ever get bored of that place? lol!
For the past 1 week since the holidays started, i havent really stayed home for one entire day. And ive been returning home and sleeping at 6 or 7am daily, waking up only at 3 or 4pm. My biological clock is now tuned upside down and i foresee a great disturbance when the term starts in another week's time.
Malaysia next week with Adrian, Nicholas and all. I hope!!
Happy papa's day nonetheless!
Just some random pictures.
Happy birthday Steven!
The barbies inc.
Nicholas's 21st birthday. =)
sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:57:00 pm
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Thursday, June 15
> Phuture! My most happening night ever.
I swear Phuture last night was my most happening night ever since i started clubbing. I finally agree that the company matters and i found myself 3 other sweeties to club. You just gotta agree with me that Eunice, Sizhu, Christina plus myself makes a good combination. LOL.
The reason why i hate clubbing is because there's no freaking space at all. But i love it especially when Christina counts 1,2,3 and together with Sizhu dance like two crazy girls with really big movmements, pushing the people around us away, making more space for ourselves.
What a pity Christina left earlier, if not she would have used her powerful stunt to break us free from that group of guys who were literally surrounding us in one circle. Freaking scary can.
Initially, Sizhu, Eunice and I hadlotsa more space to dance since it was already 3+am by then. So we started dancing and suddenly we realised that we were dancing closer and closer to each other and surrounded by guys. And i got kinda pissed. HELLO? I WANT THE SPACE, NOT DICKS, YOU DICKHEADS.
Anyway, the lifesaviours(?), bodyguards(?), okay fine, my GREAT friends, James and Aloysious came over and the circle sorta retreated. Thanks huh! So we continued dancing and then i got tired and decided to leave.
Eunice and i went for supper with James, Aloysious, Hugen and some other girls before heading home. By the time i reached home, its already 6am.
I met familiar faces last night. Quite cool actually. There was even an eye candy, and the best part was, i know who he is. HAHA. I think i sounded too slutty. Anyway, i saw Joel Yang, Shunxiong, Audrey and er..yadayada. Knowing that Meiting was somewhere among the crowd, but it was too packed for me to look around for her.
And one thing i just dont get it. Why are there like more guys than girls on Ladies night? And shouldnt the guys be watching world cup somewhere else instead? And the most siao thing was, dancing halfway at the dancefloor and you suddenly hear people screaming GOALLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!! Zouk really knows how to make business aye?
Thank God i didnt drink a lot last night to get as high as the other time and did stupid mistakes.
Hey girlies, one time is not enough, i think we should go club again someday. You girls rock my life, you're hawt!
I swear Phuture last night was my most happening night ever since i started clubbing. I finally agree that the company matters and i found myself 3 other sweeties to club. You just gotta agree with me that Eunice, Sizhu, Christina plus myself makes a good combination. LOL.
The reason why i hate clubbing is because there's no freaking space at all. But i love it especially when Christina counts 1,2,3 and together with Sizhu dance like two crazy girls with really big movmements, pushing the people around us away, making more space for ourselves.
What a pity Christina left earlier, if not she would have used her powerful stunt to break us free from that group of guys who were literally surrounding us in one circle. Freaking scary can.
Initially, Sizhu, Eunice and I had
Anyway, the lifesaviours(?), bodyguards(?), okay fine, my GREAT friends, James and Aloysious came over and the circle sorta retreated. Thanks huh! So we continued dancing and then i got tired and decided to leave.
Eunice and i went for supper with James, Aloysious, Hugen and some other girls before heading home. By the time i reached home, its already 6am.
I met familiar faces last night. Quite cool actually. There was even an eye candy, and the best part was, i know who he is. HAHA. I think i sounded too slutty. Anyway, i saw Joel Yang, Shunxiong, Audrey and er..yadayada. Knowing that Meiting was somewhere among the crowd, but it was too packed for me to look around for her.
And one thing i just dont get it. Why are there like more guys than girls on Ladies night? And shouldnt the guys be watching world cup somewhere else instead? And the most siao thing was, dancing halfway at the dancefloor and you suddenly hear people screaming GOALLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!! Zouk really knows how to make business aye?
Thank God i didnt drink a lot last night to get as high as the other time and did stupid mistakes.
Hey girlies, one time is not enough, i think we should go club again someday. You girls rock my life, you're hawt!
sealed-with-a-kiss < 3:58:00 pm
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Tuesday, June 13
> Loving my hols!
Steven's 19th birthday yesterday at Swensens Marina Square was a small but very warmth gathering. And i think im quite used to see Steven and Samantha together as an item. hehe!
Pictures would be uploaded on another post cos firstly, the other barbies havent uploaded em yet and secondly, im pretty lazy.
Ive been having fun making full use of my holidays so far. Been staying out late and returning home at wee hours. On Sunday night, i met Raymond for supper at Simpang when on the way Ron called and so we all met up together.
I drove Ray's car and drove Ron home but we had nothing to do after that and we ended up slacking at Temasek Poly's bus stop with the car parked by the side. It was such an impromptu idea, and our casual conversation within a wink of an eye,lasted for more than an hour.
Ray took over the wheels and we made our way to the airport to pick his mum up. It was a good catching up session.
Yesterday after Steven's birthday celebration, i met up with James, Aloysius, Hugen and friends. Soccer + daidee at Boat Quay followed by supper at Geylang. Witnessed really "interesting" stuffs.
I had a great time nonetheless. But now im stucked at home and im too lazy to get out. But on the other hand, i do feel like going out.
Anyway, i realised my tann lines are gone. GONE!! Like totally gone. Freaking upset, hello tanning kakis? I think its high time to hit the beach soon! (So sorry Jason i didnt go to the beach today, because i was pretty sure i wouldnt be able to wake up on time.)
Cant wait to see my girlies tomorrow night at Zouk!
I think i need to get a life and find something more interesting to do.
Steven's 19th birthday yesterday at Swensens Marina Square was a small but very warmth gathering. And i think im quite used to see Steven and Samantha together as an item. hehe!
Pictures would be uploaded on another post cos firstly, the other barbies havent uploaded em yet and secondly, im pretty lazy.
Ive been having fun making full use of my holidays so far. Been staying out late and returning home at wee hours. On Sunday night, i met Raymond for supper at Simpang when on the way Ron called and so we all met up together.
I drove Ray's car and drove Ron home but we had nothing to do after that and we ended up slacking at Temasek Poly's bus stop with the car parked by the side. It was such an impromptu idea, and our casual conversation within a wink of an eye,lasted for more than an hour.
Ray took over the wheels and we made our way to the airport to pick his mum up. It was a good catching up session.
Yesterday after Steven's birthday celebration, i met up with James, Aloysius, Hugen and friends. Soccer + daidee at Boat Quay followed by supper at Geylang. Witnessed really "interesting" stuffs.
I had a great time nonetheless. But now im stucked at home and im too lazy to get out. But on the other hand, i do feel like going out.
Anyway, i realised my tann lines are gone. GONE!! Like totally gone. Freaking upset, hello tanning kakis? I think its high time to hit the beach soon! (So sorry Jason i didnt go to the beach today, because i was pretty sure i wouldnt be able to wake up on time.)
Cant wait to see my girlies tomorrow night at Zouk!
I think i need to get a life and find something more interesting to do.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:55:00 pm
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Sunday, June 11
> Happy birthday(s) to my dear onesss
My girlies. 6 years of friendship ever since the GB days. Through ups and downs, bickering, quarrellings, backstabbings, to being there for each other, forgiving, watching fireworks annually and neverending friendship.
Happy 19th Jinli! We all love youuuuuuuuu.
A group photo of a friendship that will never fade with time. Just a pity that it wasnt complete.
Yesterday was Nicholas's 21st birthday chalet at Aranda. Best friend Adrian being such a dear, pick me up from my place to Pasir Ris (when he actually lives in Pasir Ris). 2 chalet rooms totally packed with Nic's relatives, sec sch mates, camp mates and yada yada.
Happy 21st sweets!
I had a great time last night because i won some money from mahjong with his camp mates, like finally? Im always losing when i play mahjong. And also adding in the fact that Jitson was there. I havent really seen nor talked to him for ages. Feels like the old times when i used to hang out with the whole bunch of them. Too bad Devil, Kukuwei, Ah Boon, Yongbing and all didnt come. I havent seen them like i dont know how long already.
Seeing Jitson again just had to make me remember 'us' 5 years ago. How young and immature we were. And then, i suddenly realised that Jitson looks like Tammy's boyfriend. HAHA.
Oh sorry, bad joke.
It was really fun playing with Fion (Nic's cousin if im not wrong). She's so adorable and would kiss anyone if you asked her to. She and her brother kept kissing me and Jitson on our cheeks. So freaking cute!!
I left the place at 3+am and Jitson gave me a ride home. Thanks hun, and i'll see you soon!
Happy 19th birthday Steven nonetheless. See you tomorrow!
My girlies. 6 years of friendship ever since the GB days. Through ups and downs, bickering, quarrellings, backstabbings, to being there for each other, forgiving, watching fireworks annually and neverending friendship.
Happy 19th Jinli! We all love youuuuuuuuu.
A group photo of a friendship that will never fade with time. Just a pity that it wasnt complete.
Yesterday was Nicholas's 21st birthday chalet at Aranda. Best friend Adrian being such a dear, pick me up from my place to Pasir Ris (when he actually lives in Pasir Ris). 2 chalet rooms totally packed with Nic's relatives, sec sch mates, camp mates and yada yada.
Happy 21st sweets!
I had a great time last night because i won some money from mahjong with his camp mates, like finally? Im always losing when i play mahjong. And also adding in the fact that Jitson was there. I havent really seen nor talked to him for ages. Feels like the old times when i used to hang out with the whole bunch of them. Too bad Devil, Kukuwei, Ah Boon, Yongbing and all didnt come. I havent seen them like i dont know how long already.
Seeing Jitson again just had to make me remember 'us' 5 years ago. How young and immature we were. And then, i suddenly realised that Jitson looks like Tammy's boyfriend. HAHA.
Oh sorry, bad joke.
It was really fun playing with Fion (Nic's cousin if im not wrong). She's so adorable and would kiss anyone if you asked her to. She and her brother kept kissing me and Jitson on our cheeks. So freaking cute!!
I left the place at 3+am and Jitson gave me a ride home. Thanks hun, and i'll see you soon!
Happy 19th birthday Steven nonetheless. See you tomorrow!
sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:45:00 pm
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Saturday, June 10
> Happy birthday Jinli!! LOVE UUUUU
I had a splendid time with my girlies yesterday night at Plasma. Celebration of Jinli's 19th birthday together with the start of World Cup. But too bad, we didnt fulfill Jinli's wish to watch soccer with her last night, but ended up singing ktv, playing dice and cards, making her drink and drink on every round till she gave up playing.
Im sure everyone of us had a really great time. Im so glad we finally finally met up. But what affects me is that, my dearie girls are all starting to smoke. Pretty upsetting to hear.
Looking so forward to next Wednesday when we're all meeting up to club! WOOHOO!!! They make me happyyyy they make me smileeeee they make me go crazzzyyyY.
June is da month when Amber declares poverty. I have so many friends celebrating their birthday this month. siaoness.
So first it was Jinli's 19 birthday yesterday and today is Nicholas's 21st birthday celebration, tomorrow is Steven's 19th birthday which we're gonna celebrate on Monday with the barbies, on the 19th is Jingping's 19th and Kenny's + Joshua Kho's 20th birthday, on the 20th is Eunice's 19th birthday and i know Marcus, Wei Hao and Alfred's birthday is some time in June too, just cant remember the dates.
Anyway, pictures taken with the girlies would be up when i received them. Meanwhile, you might wanna share with me my self-obsession (or maybe not)
My mom said i look like those old chinese maid. =\
I had a splendid time with my girlies yesterday night at Plasma. Celebration of Jinli's 19th birthday together with the start of World Cup. But too bad, we didnt fulfill Jinli's wish to watch soccer with her last night, but ended up singing ktv, playing dice and cards, making her drink and drink on every round till she gave up playing.
Im sure everyone of us had a really great time. Im so glad we finally finally met up. But what affects me is that, my dearie girls are all starting to smoke. Pretty upsetting to hear.
Looking so forward to next Wednesday when we're all meeting up to club! WOOHOO!!! They make me happyyyy they make me smileeeee they make me go crazzzyyyY.
June is da month when Amber declares poverty. I have so many friends celebrating their birthday this month. siaoness.
So first it was Jinli's 19 birthday yesterday and today is Nicholas's 21st birthday celebration, tomorrow is Steven's 19th birthday which we're gonna celebrate on Monday with the barbies, on the 19th is Jingping's 19th and Kenny's + Joshua Kho's 20th birthday, on the 20th is Eunice's 19th birthday and i know Marcus, Wei Hao and Alfred's birthday is some time in June too, just cant remember the dates.
Anyway, pictures taken with the girlies would be up when i received them. Meanwhile, you might wanna share with me my self-obsession (or maybe not)
My mom said i look like those old chinese maid. =\
sealed-with-a-kiss < 3:55:00 pm
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Thursday, June 8
> KTV during exam period. BINGO!
Last paper tomorrow. HOLY COW! Im supposed to wake up as early as possible today, say 10 or 11am, so i can really mug for the last paper. But judging at the time right now, and i havent even got myself prepared to leave the house, im so in deep shit again.
First time ever in my poly life during examinations period would i not study but have some personal enjoyment. Oh Amber, you've changed you've changed.
Supposed to hit Zouk last night to celebrate Meiting's 19th birthday but i already sorta confirmed with JAMES and co that i'll be meeting them. Anyhoos, Happy 19th babe!
Ktv last night. Uhmm..what can i say? Half a heart with SAPM, 1/4 a heart with someone else, 1/4 heart at Partyworld. Had a good time nonetheless. And yes Joshua (155), i met a friend yesterday that resembles you. Just that he has hair and you dont. HAHA.Oh sorry, cold joke. But Mr Joshua, lets meet up soon and reminisce the old days on 155. HAHAHA.
So sleepy and bored and lazy to start my revision at Kallang Mac. Oh well, its the last paper so i should just go all out for it.
Clubbing tomorrow night, anyone?
Last paper tomorrow. HOLY COW! Im supposed to wake up as early as possible today, say 10 or 11am, so i can really mug for the last paper. But judging at the time right now, and i havent even got myself prepared to leave the house, im so in deep shit again.
First time ever in my poly life during examinations period would i not study but have some personal enjoyment. Oh Amber, you've changed you've changed.
Supposed to hit Zouk last night to celebrate Meiting's 19th birthday but i already sorta confirmed with JAMES and co that i'll be meeting them. Anyhoos, Happy 19th babe!
Ktv last night. Uhmm..what can i say? Half a heart with SAPM, 1/4 a heart with someone else, 1/4 heart at Partyworld. Had a good time nonetheless. And yes Joshua (155), i met a friend yesterday that resembles you. Just that he has hair and you dont. HAHA.Oh sorry, cold joke. But Mr Joshua, lets meet up soon and reminisce the old days on 155. HAHAHA.
So sleepy and bored and lazy to start my revision at Kallang Mac. Oh well, its the last paper so i should just go all out for it.
Clubbing tomorrow night, anyone?
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:25:00 pm
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Wednesday, June 7
> 2 down, 1 more to go!
2 papers down, 1 to go!
I decided to give myself a little break tonight for they say to rest is to walk longer (or something like that?). LOL.
Just as i was still trying hard to write down notes for my last paper, the guys decided to have supper and outta sudden i see Jacky packing up my pencil case and closing my book. They didnt even allow me to finish up my last sentence for that paragraph. And the next moment, i found myself on the way to Balestier for Won Ton Mee. What sial!
I hope i'll have enough time to understand and remember all the facts for SAPM. Im totally clueless about the entire subject now.
If im able to wake up tomorrow to study what im supposed to study today, together with what im supposed to study tomorrow, i guess i'll be able to meet up Hugen and co for supper. LONG TIME NO SEE HUH!
The past 2 papers were ermm..pretty okay. But for today's, i just simply crap through my way. Still hoping to ace it though. =]
Cant wait for friday to come.
2 papers down, 1 to go!
I decided to give myself a little break tonight for they say to rest is to walk longer (or something like that?). LOL.
Just as i was still trying hard to write down notes for my last paper, the guys decided to have supper and outta sudden i see Jacky packing up my pencil case and closing my book. They didnt even allow me to finish up my last sentence for that paragraph. And the next moment, i found myself on the way to Balestier for Won Ton Mee. What sial!
I hope i'll have enough time to understand and remember all the facts for SAPM. Im totally clueless about the entire subject now.
If im able to wake up tomorrow to study what im supposed to study today, together with what im supposed to study tomorrow, i guess i'll be able to meet up Hugen and co for supper. LONG TIME NO SEE HUH!
The past 2 papers were ermm..pretty okay. But for today's, i just simply crap through my way. Still hoping to ace it though. =]
Cant wait for friday to come.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 12:50:00 am
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Sunday, June 4
> freaking irritating nightmares
Ive been forced to wake up from having really bad nightmares for the past 2 nights. It felt so real and it seemed like it would really happen, just as a matter of time. Please dont let it happen. I promise i'll be good.
I havent been studying as much as how i used to. But i guess its still enough for the time being. Judging from the time i just woke up, im gonna be in deep shit because my paper is just tomorrow.
I had a good weekend though there were some really sad issues that occured which made me broke down so hard i had to call Shawnie and Kelvin. The good thing was Hk and Adrian called me at that time, and so i had 4 friends who consoled me.
The great thing was i met up with Adrian on Friday night for a little chat over a drink near cosy bay. He's like my bestest guy friend. Even after 5 years, he's still always there whenever im upset. Bringing me out to feel the breeze and listen to me so attentively and patiently. Thanks hun, you're the best!
Though we dont meet up very very often, but i know for sure he would be there.
Yesterday night i met up with Raymond and his friends for supper and just chilling around. Its always at this time of the year i'll remember him. I so miss the times he and the others sit around Kallang Macpretending trying to study. Not anymore! =(
And im so glad both Adrian and Raymond actually allowed me to drive their car on those respective nights. Oh gawd, i so had a great time.
I had an interview on Friday afternoon and i dont know what the outcome is just yet. =\ After which i travelled down to Marina Square hoping to see some old colleagues but there was only Gwen and Hagen working. Then i was waiting for Jerry to come over as i browse through the racks of clothes when i saw Albin carrying a baby standing in front of me. SO FREAKING CUTE!!
But just as i was about to play with him, Jerry appeared and took away his attention then quickly hurried me off for his dinner. I didnt have a chance to bid goodbye to anyone else. =(
You know what? If i continue rotting right here in front of my computer, i might really flunk my paper tomorrow.
Ive been forced to wake up from having really bad nightmares for the past 2 nights. It felt so real and it seemed like it would really happen, just as a matter of time. Please dont let it happen. I promise i'll be good.
I havent been studying as much as how i used to. But i guess its still enough for the time being. Judging from the time i just woke up, im gonna be in deep shit because my paper is just tomorrow.
I had a good weekend though there were some really sad issues that occured which made me broke down so hard i had to call Shawnie and Kelvin. The good thing was Hk and Adrian called me at that time, and so i had 4 friends who consoled me.
The great thing was i met up with Adrian on Friday night for a little chat over a drink near cosy bay. He's like my bestest guy friend. Even after 5 years, he's still always there whenever im upset. Bringing me out to feel the breeze and listen to me so attentively and patiently. Thanks hun, you're the best!
Though we dont meet up very very often, but i know for sure he would be there.
Yesterday night i met up with Raymond and his friends for supper and just chilling around. Its always at this time of the year i'll remember him. I so miss the times he and the others sit around Kallang Mac
And im so glad both Adrian and Raymond actually allowed me to drive their car on those respective nights. Oh gawd, i so had a great time.
I had an interview on Friday afternoon and i dont know what the outcome is just yet. =\ After which i travelled down to Marina Square hoping to see some old colleagues but there was only Gwen and Hagen working. Then i was waiting for Jerry to come over as i browse through the racks of clothes when i saw Albin carrying a baby standing in front of me. SO FREAKING CUTE!!
But just as i was about to play with him, Jerry appeared and took away his attention then quickly hurried me off for his dinner. I didnt have a chance to bid goodbye to anyone else. =(
You know what? If i continue rotting right here in front of my computer, i might really flunk my paper tomorrow.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 2:15:00 pm
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> Found one, lost one.
Everytime i see a close friend of mine get attached, one side of me would feel very happy and tell him/her "im so happy for you!" but the other side of me would feel dejected and tell myself "you've just lost another friend".
Especially when a close guy friend of mine got himself a girl, i know for sure i lost him as a friend. To prevent any misunderstandings or unhappiness, i just had to be the one who sacrifices and walk away from the friendship which was ever so strong.
I miss the times when i could just call Wayne or David out at any time for a movie, dinner, supper, shopping or just plain chilling at a cafe nearby. I too miss the times when i could just call Gabriel down to have a few puffs and update about each other lives, go to school or come back home together. I also miss the times when i could force HengKai to study with me every day and night when the examinations are nearing either at Kallang Mac or his place.
I miss the times when i could just hang out with my close guy friends and spend some time alone, just the two of us, talking about anything, laughing away while sipping tea and puffing weeds.
But those days will never come again.
They seemed so important to me, but when their love one appeared into their life, i was brushed away and it never seem to matter to them that i was gone and left alone at a corner. To them, it doesnt really make a difference. Except that their attention was diverted to someone else and Amber, just ceased existence.
Im not grumbling, neither am i complaining. Im just upset, that ive lost too many dear friends during this period of time. I know its not their fault, they too have their own life to live. I cant possibly be so selfish and expect them to be "mine" when they were not right from the start.
So who can i call them "friends"? Who can i put my trust totally and rely on them? I really felt very happy for them when i see them happily and blissfully in love. I really do. But simultaneously, it dawned on me that when they found someone to love, ive lost someone close.
Everytime i see a close friend of mine get attached, one side of me would feel very happy and tell him/her "im so happy for you!" but the other side of me would feel dejected and tell myself "you've just lost another friend".
Especially when a close guy friend of mine got himself a girl, i know for sure i lost him as a friend. To prevent any misunderstandings or unhappiness, i just had to be the one who sacrifices and walk away from the friendship which was ever so strong.
I miss the times when i could just call Wayne or David out at any time for a movie, dinner, supper, shopping or just plain chilling at a cafe nearby. I too miss the times when i could just call Gabriel down to have a few puffs and update about each other lives, go to school or come back home together. I also miss the times when i could force HengKai to study with me every day and night when the examinations are nearing either at Kallang Mac or his place.
I miss the times when i could just hang out with my close guy friends and spend some time alone, just the two of us, talking about anything, laughing away while sipping tea and puffing weeds.
But those days will never come again.
They seemed so important to me, but when their love one appeared into their life, i was brushed away and it never seem to matter to them that i was gone and left alone at a corner. To them, it doesnt really make a difference. Except that their attention was diverted to someone else and Amber, just ceased existence.
Im not grumbling, neither am i complaining. Im just upset, that ive lost too many dear friends during this period of time. I know its not their fault, they too have their own life to live. I cant possibly be so selfish and expect them to be "mine" when they were not right from the start.
So who can i call them "friends"? Who can i put my trust totally and rely on them? I really felt very happy for them when i see them happily and blissfully in love. I really do. But simultaneously, it dawned on me that when they found someone to love, ive lost someone close.
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